An invite to come over for a cocktail has managed to turn into thirty straight evenings of uninterrupted great conversations, wild nights and cannot wait to see you tonight days! Not only was this woman everything that the doctor ordered, she brought a positive change to the whole kit and caboodle! Your sheets, that were once seldom changed and had gone un-noticed by the caliber of women that you frequently shepherded in and out of your once very monotonous looking apartment, were now replaced by sheets that unbeknownst to you have the appropriate amount of threads. Windows that went bare bachelor style received window treatments and you had no idea that they were so sick until she came along.
What did you do to deserve this woman and now almost feel deserving of because of your good deed with the fundraiser? Who would believe that such a phenomenal woman from the top of her head to the bottom of her feet, with a heart as big as the state of New York, complete with the excitement that is in the air when you are there, would walk into your dreary, dark life and give herself to you so freely?
All was truly going well until the day your cell phone rang and you could not find it in your heart to lay all of the cards on the table after hearing a very suggestive woman that you had exchanged numbers with but the boat never floated away from the dock. As you recall she had a sudden lack of interest when she found out that you did not have a vehicle. Unexpectedly, you have become relatively the ladies’ man. The woman on the phone sounds like a damsel in distress and is at the bar that you met her at alluring you to meet her there for a drink; it would be completely out of your character to fail to appear when summoned by a very sexy woman. Without a second thought, you find yourself rushing to the bar as if you were a sailor about to miss his ship!
Forty minutes later, you arrive at the bar and there she is, all dressed up apparently with no place to go. There is a look of a reprieve on her face when you arrived as if you are her Knight in Shining Armor! The bar scene is very familiar territory for you and you excel in this type of terrain. As the night goes on there are several calls from the woman of your dreams that you sent directly to voice mail lining up on your cell phone. Eventually, the voice mail is full with messages that normally would have made you listen to them again. However, there really does not seem to be enough of you to go around at this point and time. When the dust settles and the bar closes, you follow through with your signature invitation to your place for a nightcap and it is graciously accepted. She is now quite impressed with your laid out, cozy, what every woman would like to spend an evening in living quarters. Suddenly, you decide to turn your phone completely off and tend to the business that is at hand.
The next morning you find yourself looking at a mere figment of what you obviously hallucinated when you were intoxicated last night. There is a feeling of guilt that is overwhelming that has suddenly invaded your territory and the peace that you had become accustomed to that was beyond understanding has quickly become a thing of the past. As you look at this woman lying on the bed of roses that now appear to be turning into all thorns.
As you think of your dream coming true relationship suddenly turning into a nightmare you quickly check your messages and hear worry and concern that something may have happened to you coming from what seemed to be the love of your life. In the middle of trying to think of the exit plan for the stranger, the doorbell rings!
Although last night you appeared to be suffering from what seems to be a complete loss of short-term memory, there is one thing that you have not forgotten and that is, you do not want to open that door under any circumstances! Abruptly, the stranger from last in your bedroom, whose name at this point is a total mystery to you, rears her head and wants to know who is at the door? Just when you thought things could not get any worst, a bachelor, living in a first-floor apartment’s worst nightmare comes true. The angel sent from heaven and possibly the woman you wanted to spend the rest of your life with, thought something was suspicious and decided to investigate your safety by looking in the bedroom window! There was no doubt in your mind that she was genuinely concerned about your well-being however quickly, the eyes that use to be filled with so much passion began to look like the eyes of a mountain LION. You do not know if you should scream or answer the WINDOW at this point! There is very little that can be said because the woman whose name you did not care enough about to remember can clearly be seen sitting on the bed that the woman looking in the window purchased. You smile at her to keep from crying and she hysterically vanishes from the window. You look at the woman sitting on your bed and at this point see no reason to ask her to leave when suddenly there is a loud noise that sounds like an explosion and the bedroom window splatters. The two of you hit the deck and crawl to the next room. The woman at that was left over from the bar last night, begins screaming HELP I WANT TO GO HOME! You are still trying to figure out what she could have been possibly packing that could have caused such a loud explosion and if she has any more! How could this beautiful woman, that was the epitome of class, be carrying around explosives!
In order to deserve a dream come true you must first consider yourself worthy. Any person that does not know their self-worth will ultimately destroy any notion of having something or someone that they feel that they are undeserving.
When you are living a dream, be mindful that dream killers do exist and if permitted can and will turn your dream into a nightmare!
I am Author Tamara Neal, you have just read an excerpt from my new book The Top 15 Worst Relationships! Coming Soon to a bookstore near you!